I am tired on my knee in the edge of a day
On the night, full of stars shine
Alone, reflecting on my own ark
Face look up, greet God
Soul are stupefied, be alone in silence
In one-third night, softly I whimper
My body shakes uncontrollably
When a voice reverbs in heartstrings
Oh, the owner of this shabby soul
I realize, the sin I step is too much
Too slab, soot in the edge
My spirit screams, wants to end this
Forgive me, oh my Lord
From all the damage and mistakes
of this mortal being
I am a truly man
The most sinful human
In this sphere
Then, properly, it is me who get your forgiveness
I give my life and death in your hands my Lord
Until nothing’s left
Let me reach You
Oh My Lord who hold my soul
Until You take me
To the place where I should be
Goodbye mortal
Welcome eternal
bandung, 19/09/2019
self-introspection
(Re-language old poetry)
